Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Stressed! Amazing How It Affects Me

Feeling Stressed Is Wonderful SOMETIMES isnt it? when you cant seem to shut your eyes and roll over the bed and thoughts linger into ur mind....its like Guhhhhh...feelings frustrated that the lack of sleep i'm getting....it feels that every morning i awaken is when my headaches return....and well i dont get mood swings but maybe i'm used to hiding this stressed related problems(Exams,Parents,Life And Etc)... but i wonder why it is affecting me so badly these past couple of weeks....i keep occupying my mind wif rampaging over the internet trying to clear out my mind....simple task but these thoughts still linger into the head...wondering is it bcuz of my life or izzit bcuz i've done bad for my paper and blah blah blah....sheesh....feel like banging my head onto the table...feels like a drill is over my head and drilling it constantly...lack of concentration on reading notes ...ridiclous....but all of it will be over i hope.... but of course everyone goes thru this feeling....and all the pimples will starting popping out of nowhere(damnit 5 in a day) must be soo stressed out....blogging might do my head wonders....releasing my anger upon the yonder by writing mindless things....as no one really bothers or read about it....maybe that is why blogging is good?...its some way of releasing these germs out of my body and free my thoughts...maybe i keep too many inside....feelings and thoughts..feel like being useless...i hope it ends..argh...most ppl cant do blogs bcuz they may not express their thoughts in some form...thats my verdict anyway...as for me...its strange as a guy that normally do not tend to talk then transfers thoughts here...amazing yet truthful...maybe i'll stop now...and back to reading mindless jab and trying to get some shut eye..until then...signing off

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