Tough As It Gets

Well First Off,A happy New Year TO Everyone That Reads...Its Been A breezeful 20 odd so days and its almost end of the month...Shockingly soo thats the amount of days i havent touch blogging..either i have been lazy on my ass everyday and bz wif the other importance of life...and till now i have decided to write...bcuz i felt like it...its been tough...it seems tough when something goes missing and it was a part of you for considerable amount of period or sumthing doesnt goes ur way...it seems that its between u against the whole world...worlD?...thats a big world...at times it does seem that i just stutter in my shoes wondering and hoping that sumthing would go right...ahhh but its not going to happen that easily....learning and experiencing at its best....but unfortunately grief and despair seems to come..things didnt go well of what i wanted it to be...considering it was the new year and January is coming to its final conclusion....it seems that one tragic mistake that can just pinned you down and hurt you so badly inside that you just break down in tears...god knows what is relevant on this aspect..that the world can be a cruel place..maybe i'm being negative or sumthing but we live dangerously on a piece of thread...dangling on a string and you will never know when it will just cut loose and letting you fall...I Suffered rough roads bfore..and i know i am facing more rough situations .....sumtimes i dont have belief on my own abilities in life...but yet i dont really care.....this doesnt sound soo utterly confine or true but yet hah i'm not sure of what i'm saying...maybe yes

Conclusion it is that people lose someone in this world...and bad things and bad thoughts come thru your mind and do the stupidest things...ah yes well ppl do that in this world...its not saying that i have lost sumone but it just felt that frenz around me have lost sumone...but well this is our road ....i will sum it all wif this..

At Times We Wonder,
What Time Unfolds For Us,
At Times Things Go So Easy,
And At Times Things Just Seem So Wrong,
At Times We Can Be Strong To Face Our Fears,
At Times We Just Wished To Be Alone,
In The Darkness And Cry Upon Our Own Misery,
But Neverless This Is Such A Test Of Our Own,
Strength And Faith Knowing,
That We Have Our WillPower To Fight,
The Darkest Days And Nights,
Because In This World,

There Isnt A Easy Choice,
There Isnt An Easy Road To Walk Upon,
There Isnt A Soul Who Is Perfect,
This Is The World We Live In,
This Is The World We Thrive Upon,
Hoping There Is A Better Place,
In The Land That We Can Thread Upon,
Wondering If We Were Good Enough,
The World Can Be A Cruel Place.
Have Strength And Belief That You,
Are Your Own Person,
And Never Try To Be Something You Arent,
Because You Are Just Casting A Reflection,
Of What You Arent,
Honesty Will Never Come If You Dont,
Treat Anyone With Some Respect.
If You Are Courageous And Brave,
Things Are There For You,
Because All We Need Is Self-Belief.

I Wrote This Just To Remind Everyone That No Matter What We Are..Or What We Were...Just Be Urself..I Dont Know Why But AT Times We Are Just Images Of Our Own Self At Times..Be Happy Or What You Are...Until Then.

Happy Chinese New Year To My Fellow Chinese Friends Who May Read This..

May The Year Be Prosperous For Us All