Well People Maybe Asking And Why Would I Relate This To Everyone And The World..These Answers Can Only be Answered By Your Own View..Feel Free To Comment And Tag My Board. Or Msg Me
On My Msn:- m_utd86@hotmail.com for those who havent gotten it yet.
To Answer Your Question How Long Did I Take..Actually when i was scanning thru my poems in my folder..i spotted that there was an Unfinished Poem which had a few verses.then i thought to myself that it may be a good idea to add this and to publish on what the world has become. it only started wif these few verses
Have you ever felt emptiness before?
I guess life wasnt meant to be all happy,
And cheered up to be,
Depression and sadness swept across,
My soul eating out all the cheery,
And happy memories i had inside,
But why does it happen?
Why must such pain go into me?
Do i deserve such pain?
Do i deserve such suffering?
Do i deserve such depression?
It started With those few lines..then i dunno why did i stop it.so i went onto my writing corner of my mind..this only took me a few seconds to think and suddenly it became long i get crafty and and feel my heart and write i have to write..this is a gift i am fortunate to have..not to linger in my mind and write for what want..as sumone said i know how to tapped into my emotions and turn it into words.
would it be just merely simple meanings.i do not like to complicate readers with over jargon words..my poet powers are not for show but this is one of the pieces that i wish for you the "Readers" to read and analyze r u in this category..the traps of life..Ask Yourself These Questions..Even If You Cared Or Not..this is my life's story in words..i cannot change the world but you can change urself by having such realization in life..either you knew it or dont..
but this is reality of life...
To All That Know Me Well..This is a part of me that you have never knew...and it has been a secret to most of you as i thought it would be foolish to even start telling..as i am a guy..guy's do not write these thing's maybe if they were a sissy or some sorts..normally the opposite sex would condemn their thoughts in this..turning every feeling into words..but they take days but i only take secs to have a poem ready in my head..it takes me a matter of minutes to just write and write..i thanked god to enchanting me with this gift that i possess for years..plz enjoy my poem which is located below..and enjoy and i am looking forward to 3/4 of my remaining life..if i lived that long...cheerio
Thursday, May 18, 2006
Realities Of Life
Hello Everyone.as I promised A Little Sumthing To Sum Up My 2 Decades Of Living In This World...But To Put Into A Different Way ..Enjoy. If You Wish For Your Friends To Read This..Plz Redirect Them To My Blog..Thank You
Realities Of Life
Have you ever felt dissapointed?
Have you ever felt sadness?
Have you ever felt emptiness before?
I guess life wasnt meant to be all happy,
And cheered up to be,
Depression and sadness swept across,
My soul eating out all the cheery,
And happy memories i had inside,
But why does it happen?
Why must such pain go into me?
Do i deserve such pain?
Do i deserve such suffering?
Do i deserve such depression?
My life have been tumbling,
With fears and rejections,
It seems cruel,
And i felt the world,
Was against me,
From the constant,
Eye staring and names,
It had never stop for,
The first years,
That i step foot into this world,
But life has never been fair,
It has never been,
Was i born into this world,
To walk the earth with,
The evil devils hovering,
Over my shoulders?
To carry the burden,
Of being the odd one out,
The world has never seem,
The same when my mind,
Started having these thoughts,
Things have changed,
As no one knows the true,
Meaning of love,
People lived in insecurity,
People thrive materialistic,
Posessions and they start,
Fighting and staring,
At each other eyes,
Not knowing that they are,
At fault being superficial,
As if they never were,
No one ever realized,
And even as i write,
No one would ever care,
I Was Never Born Normal,
God Never Made Me Normal,
He Has Put Me Into This,
To Realize the Cruelty,
Of humanity and how,
It can derail your thoughts,
People thought i was never,
True and what i wasnt,
The superficial being,
That i was never meant to be,
People never understand,
And do not believe in,
That beauty lies in the beholder,
Or that never judge a book by,
its cover as it seems,
Nor do i stand against,
These old rhymes,
But i have suffered a greater,
Deal from monsters and,
The superficial beings,
But i had my faith on others,
Who do not see through,
The outer skin,
Those who have lessen,
My burden as i roam freely,
Knowing that true friends,
Never leave you in,
A dilemma of suffering,
I have been greatful,
But there are beings,
Who never learn from,
Their mistakes of seeing me,
As an advantage or a disadvantage,
I have never been snobbish,
Nor cruel to them,
But their eyes were blinded,
By the superficial things,
That lie in this world.
In truth i have never lied,
To myself that i wasnt intellectual,
Nor worthy to command,
People are racist,
Being what they are,
And what they have brought up,
From that was they major importance,
In Analyzing one's personality,
To what the colour of the skin was,
And never the inner heart,
I suffered a great deal,
Losing the best moment of my life,
Was a reality of god's test,
That was true love,
That never will exist Again,
That have made me whole,
That will never make me,
Float in the air once again,
Those memories were dashed away,
It seems the greater test,
Of god has fallen upon me,
Adding to the nature,
That i have fought many,
Obstacles in my life,
I wish it would stop.
But What Do We Search In Life?
Possiblities? Love?Commitment?
Passion?Believers?Lovers?
Peace Or Harmony?
We Do Not Know These Answers,
To This Because Everyone,
Has Been Blinded By,
Material And Superficial Needs,
Even Though They,
Knew The Answers,
But Believe Or Not That,
The Answer Lies In Faith,
Hope And Bewilling Of God,
We Search For Answers,
Until We Die And,
God Reincarnate Us,
To Face His Judgement,
We Will Never Actually,
Find The Answers Of What,
We Actually Seek in life.
This Is My Cursed,
This is My Path Of Life,
This is My Journey,
This Is How I Suffered
This Is How I Would Have,
To Feel Fulfillment Of,
My Inner Pleasures,
Which Never Existed,
Forever Surrounded By Misery,
Sadness & Depression,
Searching For The Light Shine And,
Lead Me Through This Dark Mist.
Hope And Faith,
Will Be My Guide,
Towards My Inner Peace,
And Love that never,
Had Been Based By Fantasies,
And The Cruelity Of,
Life's Displeasures.
Written By Harith(Me)
Realities Of Life
Have you ever felt dissapointed?
Have you ever felt sadness?
Have you ever felt emptiness before?
I guess life wasnt meant to be all happy,
And cheered up to be,
Depression and sadness swept across,
My soul eating out all the cheery,
And happy memories i had inside,
But why does it happen?
Why must such pain go into me?
Do i deserve such pain?
Do i deserve such suffering?
Do i deserve such depression?
My life have been tumbling,
With fears and rejections,
It seems cruel,
And i felt the world,
Was against me,
From the constant,
Eye staring and names,
It had never stop for,
The first years,
That i step foot into this world,
But life has never been fair,
It has never been,
Was i born into this world,
To walk the earth with,
The evil devils hovering,
Over my shoulders?
To carry the burden,
Of being the odd one out,
The world has never seem,
The same when my mind,
Started having these thoughts,
Things have changed,
As no one knows the true,
Meaning of love,
People lived in insecurity,
People thrive materialistic,
Posessions and they start,
Fighting and staring,
At each other eyes,
Not knowing that they are,
At fault being superficial,
As if they never were,
No one ever realized,
And even as i write,
No one would ever care,
I Was Never Born Normal,
God Never Made Me Normal,
He Has Put Me Into This,
To Realize the Cruelty,
Of humanity and how,
It can derail your thoughts,
People thought i was never,
True and what i wasnt,
The superficial being,
That i was never meant to be,
People never understand,
And do not believe in,
That beauty lies in the beholder,
Or that never judge a book by,
its cover as it seems,
Nor do i stand against,
These old rhymes,
But i have suffered a greater,
Deal from monsters and,
The superficial beings,
But i had my faith on others,
Who do not see through,
The outer skin,
Those who have lessen,
My burden as i roam freely,
Knowing that true friends,
Never leave you in,
A dilemma of suffering,
I have been greatful,
But there are beings,
Who never learn from,
Their mistakes of seeing me,
As an advantage or a disadvantage,
I have never been snobbish,
Nor cruel to them,
But their eyes were blinded,
By the superficial things,
That lie in this world.
In truth i have never lied,
To myself that i wasnt intellectual,
Nor worthy to command,
People are racist,
Being what they are,
And what they have brought up,
From that was they major importance,
In Analyzing one's personality,
To what the colour of the skin was,
And never the inner heart,
I suffered a great deal,
Losing the best moment of my life,
Was a reality of god's test,
That was true love,
That never will exist Again,
That have made me whole,
That will never make me,
Float in the air once again,
Those memories were dashed away,
It seems the greater test,
Of god has fallen upon me,
Adding to the nature,
That i have fought many,
Obstacles in my life,
I wish it would stop.
But What Do We Search In Life?
Possiblities? Love?Commitment?
Passion?Believers?Lovers?
Peace Or Harmony?
We Do Not Know These Answers,
To This Because Everyone,
Has Been Blinded By,
Material And Superficial Needs,
Even Though They,
Knew The Answers,
But Believe Or Not That,
The Answer Lies In Faith,
Hope And Bewilling Of God,
We Search For Answers,
Until We Die And,
God Reincarnate Us,
To Face His Judgement,
We Will Never Actually,
Find The Answers Of What,
We Actually Seek in life.
This Is My Cursed,
This is My Path Of Life,
This is My Journey,
This Is How I Suffered
This Is How I Would Have,
To Feel Fulfillment Of,
My Inner Pleasures,
Which Never Existed,
Forever Surrounded By Misery,
Sadness & Depression,
Searching For The Light Shine And,
Lead Me Through This Dark Mist.
Hope And Faith,
Will Be My Guide,
Towards My Inner Peace,
And Love that never,
Had Been Based By Fantasies,
And The Cruelity Of,
Life's Displeasures.
Written By Harith(Me)
© Copyrighted And All Rights Reserved 2006
Saturday, May 13, 2006
Happy B-day To ME
Its Me B-day And ITs TIme To party
BZ BZ BZ Bumble bee b-day boy gonna celebrate...full b-day and my 2 decades being on earth later
BZ BZ BZ Bumble bee b-day boy gonna celebrate...full b-day and my 2 decades being on earth later
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