Ever Wonder Why?

seems such a unexplainable topic...ever wonder why i give my name as Curse? normally ppl might think that i might be crazy or some sorts....but prolly this is my little part of my mind where no one come to terms wif i suppose...its this darkest morbility(if there is such a word in the dictionary do tell me :P) in me that seems strange eh?...to the simple minded person..morbid means its a thinking of suggesting an unhealthy mental state; "morbid interest in death"; "morbid curiosity" 2: suggesting the horror of death and decay; "morbid details"
but i dont feel that morbid....not entirely just i can come up wif names that are distinguish or in a dark errie manner or some sorts.....that is why i come up with the labelled "Curse"..everyone in this world is not perfect. there would be abnormal feeling or physicality..but yet ppl in this world do not know...they still think that they are the high and mighty...which in another term for big-headed..everyone knows this dont they?..but the realization??..doesnt seem apparent....that in turn why i have this little part of me that i am cursed..that i was held from being something...but neverless this is me...this is gods gift..in return he has given me a good heart to lead my own.. as my saying goes
when life turns sour...then only they will realize that the reflection in the mirror is what they are...well i guess i created it...i wouldnt noe :P..but anyway...as this conclusion..dont try to be or act as someone ur not....many make this mistakes...but never learn from it...look urself into the mirror and say that ur satisfied of who and what you are...until then....Signing off